I don’t have real dating advice. I’m not sure how seriously I’m taking it. It’s company that feels better than being alone and that hasn’t happened yet. Actually, I spent the weekend taking Kid3 on dates, and even with his tantrums and meltdowns, he’s a better date than most of what I found online. And I paid! I’m still wading through the messiness and I’m just sharing gold nuggets from some of the men in my life that are not interested in me because they know me too well, or their orientation means we share an interest in the same men. I’m out of practice and very impulsive in some ways. The men in my life are straight shooters and when I’m comfortable, you’ll get that from me too. They love me. They know me. They don’t want me.
What am I looking for? So far he’s monogamous, physically attractive, well groomed, intelligent, cultured, patient with children (he may be a gay man), and only has eyes for me.
You need someone on your level.
Yes! I’m well read, relatively sharp (how much sleep are we talking?) and I can take care of myself and my boys. I’m generally happy and I don’t need attention as much as I want it. I’m looking for a match that I won’t have to make up for. Well, looking is a strong word that I keep using for the meandering I actually do.
Some things should only be admired from a distance.
But sometimes they are so pretty and shiny. I want to touch and obsess and learn every detail. Then I remind myself I’m not a puppy and I can put the toy down. But I don’t want to. Call it sweet. It may be a touch stalkerish.
Don’t date at work.
You can’t shit where you eat. (Crude, yes, but the exact way it was said to me.) I tend to look for someone doing just as well as I am, or better, and it’s hard to shut my eyes when the men parade so innocently past me when they don’t know I was looking through my lust colored lenses.
Set your rules and don’t break them.
I had stiff rules when I was online dating. No delivery drivers but that is more about me than anyone else. I have issues. They end up here where I can be followed and shared and bookmarked. No one younger than me, but that one is flexible in relation to how much drool we’re dealing with. He has to be smart enough that I’m constantly in awe of his huge ideas and observations. He has to look better than I do. I’m looking for beautiful but I’m shallow. I own it.
Don’t lead anyone on.
I have this tendency to start flirting when I get comfortable. That doesn’t mean I’m into anyone outside of the reactions I get. A simple lunch can mean much more to the man in front of me than it will ever mean to me. I won’t do it on purpose. I go from purely polite and slightly indifferent to lioness on the prowl, looking for a chew toy. It’s not good, but it’s rarely intentional.
You’re such a dude. Not everyone you conquer needs to be femme.
Gender normative isn’t a dirty word in the dating world. I’m supposed to soften my ability to be dominant in my home and with my sexuality. I had never seen the men I date as femme, but coming from a gay man, I have to believe there is truth in the way I portray them when I go into juicy detail.
Don’t you know spooning leads to forking?
Flirting is never innocent. Don’t do it unless you mean it and are willing to follow through. Craptastic because that is my way of being.
Walk away and let him come to you. Keep giving signals that you’re interested but don’t pursue.
This is too twisted. I don’t get it. I haven’t played this game in decades. I was interested and all over it, or not interested and polite with an edge. I often ended a mean streak with, “I’m just messing with you.” I never said I was nice and the men I dated were never high on emotional intelligence or otherwise.
Baby steps, Ma.
When I am into someone I can get a bit carried away. I’m not planning a wedding and moving in and puppies together. It’s more like I’m free, let’s go out. Some boys need to take it slower than that.
Forget to text him on some days. Send generic messages that don’t show an interest in his life or that you’re expecting conversation.
Have a great weekend! Enjoy your day! Happy 4th of July!
I’m here. Think of me so we can keep playing this game that really secretly annoys me.
Poop already, because there are other people waiting for the pot.
(I think I was trying to go for being the Shit, but ended up as a toilet. Don’t flush!)
You want owners, not the help. If he ain’t the highest up on the totem you’re not interested. This is no longer high school.
This should matter more because I’m frequently told to think ahead, but I’m not there yet.
A woman with ink is hardcore to a guy without ink. Honey, your level of pain is more than his. He knows you’re a freak and knowing that makes him wonder if he’s sexually adequate.
I’ve given birth. Many times. All of my ink is meaningful design that hurt less than a crowning child and the contractions that helped me kick 7 babies out. It was easier than the angry uterus that had no problem with beating up an infant on the way out of my womb.
Where to go: church groups, book readings, events at parks, lounges, community service, the humane society needs volunteers. Library, museum, coffee houses, cafe’s.
For fun: the grocery store produce section.
“Hey, how ripe is that peach? I bet it’s juicy.”
“Are these melons ripe?”
“How do you pick your papayas?”
Do we really need to go there with bananas? I think you get it.